He heard a song about mother coz it reminded of how she feels.She changed her status to mom.She changed her insta name to Bonnie Emmy Efron
,Emmy being her mom's blame who died.She found a match.She stopped giving Nick replies.For Nick the world felt so small.His work felt so small.Betty felt so small.Or it may be his Karma.Nick was less attached to his parents,even though he visited there..he spent much times travelling with friends.For a girl he have not seen,it affected his life.She stopped giving him messages..3 months they were big friends on WhatsApp. Relations made on social medias dies on social media..He already had left this social media long time ago.
He found out what this was,which he realised from his follower-The monk.Its GHOSTING.
Nick thought he was the one who experienced it first,in the world.This word was already been coined in 2011 and was polular in 2015-16,and was included in the collins english dictionary,since 2015. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ghosting_(relationships)
During his dance classes,he lost his Romance,where he lost his dancing skills.He master scolded him for his lack of concentration.He himself felt as a failure.What something ,that could be a possiblity could end up into nothingness. Nick did not know whom to blame.But he was advised not to blame himself. He never gave that space to anyone like this ever before.Time passed. He messaged her once a week,And eventually it passed out.He felt weird. He felt left out.He knew,he would/might have a good relation with Betty.But was afraid to attempt it,because it was weird for him.He once drunk messaged,and messaged Betty that she looked good in a particular dress. Waaw,they got in sting of good moments.But he got scared,even though the liked her.He will always feel weird. He found out that Betty read his blog. He liked that.Actually he found out because of his miscommunication with her.
He spend his days by 5 things:
- He was advised to work beyond his scope by his uncle
- He watched Roadies-and wanted entry into it.
- He exercised-PUSHED HIS LIMITS
- He danced to get his romance back
- He prepared for competitive exams.
If there was 1% chance,she would not like Betty with Nick,Nick would not take it.She was just damn special to him.Even though he tried to forget.he had trigger points.
- Mom songs
- Dentists
Once Nick got drunk and messaged Betty.He messaged about how good she looked.He thought she slept,but she did not.He messaged back and they went into a long conversation.Until it was too late and Nick said Bye.Nick messaged Betty after his work ,ready for his next rejection.He messaged her daily at night,if she has not seen he would delete those.Many days he did not get any reply .But can't blame her,he messaged late and would delete those.He could not message at day.He was relaxed only at night.He decided to quit it..but one day she messaged back.Then one day again he found strength and was gonna confess about his crush.But that day turned out to be her birthday and she was home.And he decided not to make anything work for her.He knew it may not be love,it may be infactuation.
And one by one,Betty too became a distraction and both the conversations faded in March.At May,he was only focussed on his brothers marriage.He liked his brother and wanted to only chill.He prepared dance and finished.It was only cool..
•Lacked precision
√Lacked emotions
®Lacked smoothness
He was busy thinking about himself about his brothers marriage.He drank some scotch with his brothers and bro's frnds.The next day he got chicken pox..He wanted to attend his bro s marriage but he was restricted.
He was crying as he could not attend his brothers marriage..Day 1,2,3 we're his worst.He felt lonely and was full on fruits .
After 10 days of loneliness,he messaged her and deleted it..
Hoping she didn't see it,he put a status and she replied that status..and he started talking again..He went back to New work and It continued till..May,June ,July.
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